I never thought I'd look up to someone who's younger than me.
I'm gonna start trying to not drink as much or smoke at all again. I've been finding it hard to focus and think straight lately. It might be just me, a guilty conscience, or lack of drive, but I think it would be best for me to hold back on that shit.
Didn't get an NCBA drumline picture this year. :[ My most important year too. Got another championship under my belt even though it was just by .05. I really do want to go to Dayton, but at the same time I wish the season could be over already so that I could stop stressing and tryna juggle hella obligations and shit.
Oh, and I have $0. Living off my parents just like the good old days. They're actually giving me money again now that I'm legitly broke. Haha. My mom said she's not gonna pay for any part of Dayton since I already went to Hawaii last year, so I don't know how that's gonna work out. I completely understand though, especially with senior year already hella expensive as it is. Oh, and I'm gonna miss about a week of school if we go. I'm already kissing my straight A's goodbye.
Still exhausted though. Time for some power resting. AZTEC SLEEP. Haha, night bloggerz.
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