Despite the severe case of senioritis that's tryna catch me, I'm trying my best to find the vaccination. I've been pretty busy, but I kinda like it. It's like I'm running my own life now, deciding on what to do and when to do it. Prioritizing, setting goals, and preparing for college while still tryna have some fun and do stuff that makes me happy. I'm really glad that my mom gave me so much freedom so that I can learn how to make my own decisions on without her there to hold my hand the whole way.
There's been a LOT of talk about my family's individual lives lately; my mom's been educating me with some family history. It's kinda personal to put up on here even if it is my "journal." I think it's best to keep it in my head for now though. I'll just say I'm in the best position out of all my family to take these opportunities, just run with it, and hop over all these obstacles without looking back. My future and real life is coming fast, and I'm gonna get there no matter what it takes.
On another note, I've been reeeally happy lately. I don't know if it's cause school's getting to that chill mode in two weeks or so, I'm juiced for all the upcoming events, or it's the butterflies again. Either way, it's a good ass feeling. Better than being under the influence in any way at all. Maybe that's why I haven't been doing any of that shit lately. I really don't feel like I want it at all. Life high, son!
As much as I hate to admit it, band and drumline's slowly falling to the bottom of the list of shit I have to do. I mean, I love everyone in it and drumming sometimes, but like trying hella hard on it isn't gonna help me in the future anymore. I also feel like I'd be pushing for nothing except the last performance of my life, which will probably have no significance on anybody. This show's just for shits and giggles, along with the rest of senior year, anyways. This has been a dope ass school year with the best class ever. Nobody is gonna be as tight as our class, and I really believe that. Haha. 2011 a11 day.
Oh, and the talent show is about to be dooope! Get there before tickets sell out! Hahaha.
Why the fuck do I feel hella passionate about everything right now!? I need to get off this shit fast. Peeace.
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