Productive.

Making progress..

After my one tweets about making a summer project that is actually productive, I actually have! I initially wanted to just learn songs and shit on guitar or uke and get back into bboying. After my tweet, Christian said I should workout for college. Honestly, I'm not even tryna impress anyone down there cause I already have my girlfriend, and I really believe we can make the whole "impossible long-distance relationship" work. I can't really explain it, I just really feel like we can do it.. Anyways, I decided to give it a try because my arms are so lanky and skinny. They're really the only part of my body that I'm not content with. So yeah, I even bought a pull-up bar. Hahaha. I voyaged through my computer and found some various P90x arm videos that I downloaded a while back. I've only worked out like twice, but I've been sore for like almost a week. Hahaha, I guess that's a good sign, but I haven't really seen any results. :[ I'll keep at it a while and see where it goes.

As for bboying, I've been watching a lot of videos and San Diego bboy crews cause I wanna go to jams and shit down there. It seems really fun. I've been making hella progress. Mostly tryna get some power moves right now. I got three one-handed hand hops (NTS: keep legs together, kick straight up, push with arm, don't let right leg fall!), three two-handed scissor kicks (NTS: don't be afraid to be go vertical), and inverts (NTS: stretch arms behind head) today! I hella wanna get more hand hop shit in a row! I've always wanted baby mills too, but I can't even get one windmill! I might buy like a big-ass mat just for that. But fuck, when I try doing everything with top rocks and footwork, I start sweating hella bad and getting hella gassed. I need cardio!

I haven't and don't think I'm gonna learn any songs this summer. I don't feel like it. Haha.

P.S. This is still like my journal. I'm not tryna show off or anything, and I don't really think anybody reads this except for me. It's just to kinda for myself to go back one day and see what I was doing at that time. Is there a way to make this private? I'll find it. Hahaha.

Still jet-lagged.

Bored and can't sleep. Let me tell you what's on my mind.


Hit me that I graduated high school while I was in the Philippines thinking about how I didn't see Li before he left. Best fuckin foreign exchange student ever.

I'm gonna miss waking up to her face every morning. I wanna spend as much time together before I move to UCSD in La Jolla. I'm gonna miss her hellla bad. :\ Her family's hella dope and fuckin hilarious.

Likewise with my friends too. Need yo kick it with the homies as much as possible. Hopefully these two things don't conflict..

I'm gonna quit my job to enjoy summer. I just wanna chill and kick it with friends this summer. I'm not even saving up for anything, I feel like I'm working for nothing, and I have no motivation. My parents want me to keep working, but I'm hella not feelin it.